A Love Letter..

I thought I was your strength my angel,
But I did not even realize that I became your distraction, your disturbance.

I wanted to stand by you in thick and thin
But did not realize that I became your headache.

I never needed the right mood to love you because it is within me forever
I call you my world simply because I love to, not to act romantic and talk all lovey dovey

I remember the days when we used to hold each other's hand till they turned dead moist and still we hung on.
And then there are days now when I have turned into distraction for you.

Your concentration on priorities demand an automatic divorce from me which clear states I can be done without(infact the first person to be done without).
And overnight I am thrown out and prohibited to talk 'romantic'
The fact that you need to avoid me as a solution to focus on other spheres pains me.

But I love you dear and I always will.

It took me time and now I have come to realize that times change.

Your happiness is indispensable.
Your success is inevitable.
And you are invincible.
I believe in you and you are lovely.

I will not come near you, gaze upon you or disturb you anymore. Actually I could never imagine I will become a 'pain' for you; that you would not call me just the way you don't call others. I am ordinary but if  you know me, you know I am not that bad..
But I shall pray from you because no one can stop me from doing that.

You don't need to say you miss me or love me out of obligation.
Because that would make me feel even worse.

All my love and best wishes

Rise and shine always